WHEN SHE LOOKED at me and began twisting the threads, I was dumbfounded. She really was going to do it. I couldn’t believe it. Not now, please, I still have three books half finished and three others already in outline mode.
It isn’t fair, I wanted to scream at her, knowing of course, it would not make the slightest bit of difference. She couldn’t hear my plea, how could She? Deaf to all. Eyes only for her precious tapestry, weaving this thread than that one. Twisting, twining, feeding new ones in here, some in there, seeing where they led, looking for patterns.
All I’ve ever been able to do is watch and worry, knowing eventually She would get to mine, but so soon? No! I want to scream again.
She turns now, looking at me with those sad soulful eyes, not apologetic, how can She be? This is her life. She came into being when Time was created, to weave. She knows—knows that She will live till Time’s last foundations have fled.
While me?
I see Her hovering, deciding, scissors poised. I know She has to. The eyes said as much. There’s no other way. She picks up the loose strand that’s sticking up out of the tapestry. Such a short piece. It wouldn’t normally warrant Her attention—except. I seem to have caused a blockage. There’s a jumble of threat all caught in a tight knot, but worse, it appears to be spreading. Other threads are arriving, getting caught up, and me? There I am, the only one sticking up out of the weave.
She tugs.
I feel it in my heart. That terrible moment of fear. The strand is loosening. She tugs again. Another
stab.
No! Please.
She has it loose now, the scissors move. I close my eyes but in my minds-eye, I hear the ’snip’. As the blades close. I know. I feel it in my chest. That fatal moment. Will I open my eyes ever again? I hold my breath, as if that will help. I hear the click. My eyes fly open. My hand sits over my heart. It’s still beating, rapid, but strong.
She looks now, the sadness almost overwhelming. She offers me the tiny piece, golden, so small. I take it. Feel the hot tears. She did her best, the look says. A finger points. I stare at the tapestry. My thread is still there. Just not as long. The other threads begin to move, the living tapestry flows silently before my eyes. I take a deep breath and open my palm. The tiny golden snippet has vanished. I frown. Look up at Her, questioning.
A long fine finger points again. I look down, there—there it is, on my chest. I stare uncomprehending. A long thin scar. I trace a finger along it. It’s mine. I feel it. It sits above my heart. I realize then She has given me more time. Not much, but more than I had. Just one tug. And She let me live. I sigh. Look up, She is smiling again. The sadness in Her eyes, always ever present, but the lips? They move but I don’t hear the words, my eyes heavy with sleep, my mind slipping. I drift away.
When I open my eyes again, it’s to the sound of birds chirping outside a window. I look about me and realize I’m in a hospital bed. Blinking, I make the connection, my hand sliding beneath the thin hospital gown. Fingers reaching, I find it. The remnant of a tiny golden thread. Mine.
A scar to remind me. Life is short.
THE END
© ALEXANDRA WOLFE
[Previously published at The Hive Mind writer's collective.]


